Studio news

 

Winter Blues.

The New Year show ended in style with some intrepid travellers making their way to the gallery through a winter wonderland of snow covered hills – never has the mulled wine been so well received!

Ruby`s school finally reopened yesterday, so we have enjoyed an extended seasonal break from routine. Nevertheless as I work from home I have been very busy in my studio taking advantage of the transformation of the landscape. I must be about the only person around here to actually have been more productive when we were snowed in!

I have been dealing with my usual dilemmas of working with visual stimulus and how to reconcile the literal aspect of figuration with the business of painting itself. It is never easy and a lot of paper has been consigned to the studio bin in the process, but that is healthy and I am learning from it. I read that Jaspar Johns said about painting that..

“The final suggestion, the final statement, has to be not a deliberate statement but a helpless statement. It has to be what you can`t avoid saying, not what you set out to say”

..that is helping to sustain me right now.

So, the snow has retreated for now, and we are back in our usual routine. I am pleased to be sticking to working on a large scale and not allowing myself to get fiddley and consumed by detail. Now I need to use my time before the gallery opens for the season to process some of the snow inspirations and to continue my work on the aerial landscapes.

I am looking forward to combatting the isolation of life in Maenclochog with a visit to London at the end of the month to catch up with friends, see some paintings and hear  Jan Garbarek at the Barbican.

 

December News!

I have been really busy managing the New Year mailing and the Studio Sale. Thanks to the 40 or so people who have bought sketches and jewellery online this month.

Apart from that December has seen me really concentrating on my new big paintings – the aerial-inspired pieces. The way I am painting now is very different, I am working daily on a few pieces, working over paintings that have been on the go for some time, not being hung up about obliterating what I did the day (or month!) before. It`s like reverse archaeology –  building up in hidden layers, hoping the process will reveal something. It`s an act of faith, and of letting go. And a bit like dreaming, conscious interpretation and understanding can only come afterwards, when you have to look for what the painting is telling you.

It feels like this is the way forward for me, to allow myself to be still, to stay with one painting, to take my time, not to be anxious about production, about finishing something, and painting on a large scale gives me the opportunity to develop these new ways of working.

The Studio Sale has taught me that I move on too quickly. I have hundreds of unresolved pieces in my plan chest, all these pieces of paper are steps on the way but I am going to try to develop work differently now.

The other thing I have done this month is my first podcast! I was approached by Brenda Dayne, a knitter and broadcaster in new media who lives in Amroth and produces a podcast aimed at knitters across the world on her website at www.cast-on.com. Brenda is doing a series of podcasts around the theme of “within 20 miles” and asked me to if I was willing to be interviewed. You can listen to my interview with Brenda Dayne here.

It is the last few days of the online sale and today I am hanging the New Year Show. It is always nerve wracking hanging a show even though I do it every winter! But, the posters are printed, the wine has arrived and once the price list is ready I can decorate the tree, wrap presents and relax for Xmas.

 

November Update – Autumn Gales

Well, my Online Studio Sale is underway! Sketches and studies from £40 are selling like hot cakes and all those weeks of writing web pages are paying off. It is a great way of clearing some space for new work, giving people the chance to buy original pieces at affordable prices and giving me some income over the winter when visitors are thin on the ground. Perfect.

 

 

 

I just got back from a few days in London catching up with old friends and seeing an awesome performance by Sonny Rollins at The Barbican. One of the best things (apart from Sonny, of course) was the Auerbach show at the Courtauld Gallery – very interesting to see his big paintings of  post-war reconstruction sites in London shown all together, alongside sketches and studies for the work. It gives an interesting perspective to all the Olympic construction going on in the East End right now which is so visually fascinating and so utterly painterly.

I also enjoyed talking glass for a day with Christine and wondering how the Romans ever managed without programmable kilns! And tea at Libertys with my new friend, Elaine, coffee at Carluccios with my oldest friend, Helena, and meze on the sofa with my wonderful, generous friends and hosts, the F-Ks (special thanks to Izaak for lending me his room!).

It is so good to get out of Maenclochog sometimes, drink in new stimulus and get a fresh perspective on what I am doing here – namely spending too much time on the computer and not enough in my studio! Now the Studio Sale is underway it is time to get back to the studio and pick up work on my new big paintings. It is hard to balance the necessary business side of making a living as an artist and the art bit.

Sometimes I wonder if it is possible to do anything in painting anymore. Thinking about it can be paralysing, sometimes it is best just to put your head down and try.

 

October update

Coming back to painting after a summer of distractions with the gallery, glass and jewellery work. The aerial stuff is challenging me – I have so many ideas and it is so hard to paint through ideas without the idea taking over the work and feeling preconceived. I`ve turned all my work to the wall and started again, from the ground up, from the paint up. I just have to spend time with it, engage with the materials and trust the process…lots of old lessons coming around again, as ever!

There`s always a reason to postpone…so I have to stick to routine….just do it and reserve all judgements, just go with the feelings and let the paintings take care of themselves. I don`t understand why it always feels so scarey!

I decided to go back to keeping a journal, so that there is an outlet for the cerebral stuff and maybe it will get less in the way of painting.

 

I`ve had a big turn-out in the studio and am planning an autumn Studio Sale for the end of November. This has created more space for new work and resulted in a tidier studio space. I will sell off sketches, studies and unfinished pieces online. I`m also going to give a 10% discount on jewellery from late November in the run-up to Xmas, so have been busy photographing my new pieces ready to put on my website.

There is always lots of administrative work to do at this time of year, advertisements to be designed ready for next years guidebooks and newspapers, and invitations to be printed ready for the New Year Show. This year I am thinking about how to promote my jewellery, whether to put it out in other galleries to sell more work without having the expense or work involved in a whole raft more publicity and advertising. The problem is that I have been in control of promoting and selling my work for so long now that I am loath to hand that over to somebody else, but I think it might be a good idea to consider it for the jewellery at least. There is nothing like a load of administrative work to take the fun out of something!

I have been redesigning my website this summer, but now I need to start using some software to manage the content. Originally I designed and wrote my website using html 10 years ago and I now need something more sophisticated so that I don`t have to copy and paste code on each and every page by hand every time I want to change something or put up a new page.

On the home front, today we got a puppy. Alfie is a Cocker Spaniel/Poodle cross, he is 10 weeks old and a bundle of energy and fun. Ruby is ecstatic, she has wanted a dog for so long. Hopefully he won`t be too distracting and will ensure that I get out for walks more often!

 

September news!

At work on my aerial theme paintings in the studio.

September brings kids back at school, a quieter gallery, and new resolution to concentrate on painting on non-gallery days. So I have 3 days a week to paint and on Mondays and Tuesdays I can do glass work in between attending to gallery visitors. Brilliant!

It also brings fantastic weather, a swim in the sea at Manorbier, talk of getting a puppy (?!), and far too many courgettes!

In painting I am working on bigger pieces. It is hard to resolve these new paintings which are based on my experiences of flying over Pembrokeshire. Flying is like visiting another country, with all the excitement and challenges that brings. I can`t live there, yet I need to learn another language to communicate, and like all language learning, it takes a lot of practice. I can`t fall back on the familiar grammer of horizons and perspective. These new paintings demand new approaches and lots of concentration. That means restricting glass and jewellery work to 2 days a week, and resisting temptation to go visit friends in distant locations! It also means writing my blog just once a month – being disciplined.

I thought I`d have to sell my kiln to create mental space for these new paintings, but I decided I could compromise by restricting glass-making time instead. Making glass is fun and absorbing in a different way to painting, I have less invested in it emotionally  so it`s not painful and dispiriting in the same way when it goes wrong. That is good, and it does feed my painting and run alongside it, so why not have some light relief?! Here I go justifying fun!

An aerial theme piece - work in progress.

I had a visitor to the gallery recently who is a batik artist and knows the person, Jane Venables, who taught me batik at West Dean college 33 years ago when I was 16! Talking to Margaret about batik reminded me that I have been at this point between painting and “craft” in my work before – in 1990 I went back to the wax and dye techniques I had first learned at West Dean (infact, I still use my 33 year-old wax pot and stove sometimes in the studio today), I was at a point in my work where I needed to loosen up so I found a big old studio, got hold of a load of old hospital bedsheets, wax and dye, and just let rip on a big scale. I tried all sorts of experimental techniques, using embroidery and quilting alongside the batik, and adapting all manner of household tools from cooking basters to wallpaper brushes to do so (many of these kinds of tools I use today in my painting).

Purple Light, a painting in my gallery which involved extensive use of molten wax

Again, several years ago, I went back to textile media during a period of intense psychotherapy. It gave me a way to explore personal material which was free of the “professional” confusions which painting sometimes throws up. It also allowed me to explore more 3 dimensional possibilities and take texture into a new arena.

All these periods of experimentation have fed back into my painting. Sometimes using a different media allows a fresh way approach a particular problem, and that is why I got interested in glass in the first place. Last year I was experimenting with resins in my work to build up texture and allow me to make “inclusions” in my work. Resin turned out to be powerfully toxic and not at all environmentally friendly, and I found wearing a respirator rather a constriction to my creative process! I approached Steve Robinson, a glass artist based in Solva (http://www.steverobinsonglass.com) to ask if he would give me a masterclass in glass techniques…how naive!!! That is where it all started. Steve emailed me straight back and said “come over”. Steve turned out to be a great guy, and he agreed, in exchange for a painting (which you have yet to choose STEVE!) to give me some basic instruction and use of his studio. After that he could hardly get rid of me! As with everything, I became a bit obsessed, going on a couple of courses to learn glass blowing, lamp work, fusing and multi-layering techniques and eventually buying my own kiln. Now I can experiment at my leisure.

Fused and enamelled window glass made at Steve Robinson`s studio.

Trees, a multi-layered piece made on a course with American glass artist, Jeremy Lepisto.

Glass blowing at Liquid Glass Centre in Bradford on Avon.

So experimenting with glass and jewellery making is an inspiration for me. It connects me to why I love art, the basic need to “make things” that started me out on my journey as a child digging clay from the stream at the bottom of my garden to make into pots and fire in my mother`s oven. It is the transformation which is at the heart of my fascination with glass – taking a dry piece of pure brittle colour, cutting, combining, painting and shaping it, rendering it liquid in the kiln and transforming it into a wealth of colour and texture as a finished piece. The physics of it and the chemistry satisfy the nerd in me (thank you Jeremy Lepisto for feeding that, with humour, in the Bristol course!), the fact that each piece of glass has a different co-efficient, that glass is technically a slow moving liquid, it is ever changing, transparent even – all these things make glass a fascinating challenge to work withand endlessly frustrating and rewarding – I`m hooked!

New glass pendants

I am loving making the new jewellery pieces and they are proving popular in the gallery. I am planning a pre-xmas showcase in early November in the gallery here and online. I am also talking to my friend Rachel Phillips (who is a fantastic stained glass artist who lives in my village and teaches at Swansea University on the glass course) about possibilities for collaborating in some kind of way…watch this space…at the very least it should involve some spirited dog-walking and sharing of ideas! It is great to meet another artist on the same wave-length who is practically my neighbour. Go Maenclochog!

 

Painting at last!

Finally I had some painting time today. I am working on some new work inspired by aerial views of the Pembrokeshire landscape.

Working out some ideas.

 

Making some jewellery.

I have been getting down to soldering pins to the back of some silver earrings. These were made using textures taken directly from detailed elements of the Pembrokeshire landscape and will soon be available on my web site!

Soldering backs on to silver earrings.

 

Collecting textures

We had a lovely (apart from the horse-flies!) walk around the headland at Lawrenny yesterday, followed by an excellent lunch of local crab sandwiches and Kelpie beer at the Quayside Cafe.

I collected some textures along the way to use in my silver work.

 

Wet and windy at Caerfai

Had wonderful time body-boarding at Caerfai Bay yesterday evening, followed by a fine barbeque on the beach. Then a less-than-divine wet and windy night at the campsite last night. Free Tea and coffee in the gallery today for all soggy campers!

 

Lovely silver lichen earrings and shell necklaces off to Machynlleth

I worked late into the night to finish some lovely new silver jewellery that I am sendingto Craft Forum Gallery in Machynlleth today.